Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Dear Daddy,
Well I guess it's that time, who would of known it would be here so soon. I want to tell you I am sorry I didn't see you before you left. It breaks my heart to think how stubborn I was to not give a little and break the silence that I so badly can't stand between us. I also want to tell you I love you so very much and in my heart I know you loved me. It is scary to think of you not being here, I guess that is where people take life for granted. I know I did, I would of been there by your side if I knew you were going to be leaving so soon. I don't know who to turn to when I need that protection you only get from your dad. Whether it be a broken heart or a broken ego, to a broke bone, you wouldn't let nothing or no one hurt me. We had plenty of squabbles but we also had a lot of fun times. The best times were when you could be free and be yourself which I enjoyed the most cause you seemed the happiest. Even though those times were few and far between, and it was usually just you and me sitting on your back porch shooting the breeze. An in all these years when you would say "Just come up and see your Daddy, that would make my day." I didn't realize that that was all it would take. I would give anything to be sitting with you and listening to you tell me all your crazy stories. Like when you an Mom were racing each other down route 5 and when you would try to pass her she would ram your car. You had many crazy stories you told me about you and her, I wonder why I was wild as a child, I got it honestly. I want you to know I love you and miss you so much it hurts. But it's late an everyone else has gone to bed, so I figured I would try to say my goodbye, but not today. I don't want to say goodbye yet, this isn't the end. Love you always and forever, Missy <3
